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Rip out the pages
Reset the gages
Dry all those tears
Release those fears
Take back all the pain
Let that habit wane
Can this be the end of it?
I'll let you go for a bit
Can time really heal?
This pain was never part of the deal
Time usually destroys
Tattered memories
Friends turned to enemies
Can I go on like this?
I can't see out of this abyss
Can I start over?
Can......
Can I run away?
Why do I hate myself?
I have lied so much
I can't stand your touch
I do anything you ask
I have transcended the mask
I need this attention
Can I escape this detention?
I want to say…
I want to say I’m sorry
But how do you know…
…How do I know I won’t do this again?
I can’t start over
I can never be forgiven
A dark creature like me
Can never live a life of purity
I can’t start over
I’m sorry… so sorry.