Its so sad...I realized I had almost had all the pieces back in place...I was just going to put the last one in...then my friends give me all these reports of her acting weird and then she started to ignore me...
I think...it was never meant to be...
and maybe...my heart was never meant to be whole in the first place...maybe its better this way...I dont know...and at this point in time...I dont care anymore...
All I know is that she's a trigger for my depression now...I cant make eye contact with her...I cant look at her...I cant think about her without feeling that all too familiar pain...
I've heard love hurts...but this is just plain stupid...
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well.... it's winter vacation now so you won't have to see her.