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in the last few days i realize how i really feel about someone i feel abandon and deserted i feel like i don't belong like i should not be here like i should die a friend of mine has done something that at 1st i hate then liked then that person did something else now i realize i'm just jealous and what i thought bugged me dosen't even matter i'll still deep down in my heart care for this person the rest of my life and i hope this person will notice this and realize i really care for this person even thought were not as close becuse what that person did and i hope that person will tell me secret stuff like they use to crying crying crying crying crying