I'll be starting College in the summer.
(It was going to be in January, but things happen)
Anyway.
Part of me feels nervous about it all since it's going to be new
with all these people and what-not
but then abother part of me wants to go
as I guess, in someway I am kind of excited.
But im not entirly sure right now.
I guess my experience with High School is whats causing me to be skeptical
even though my brother insists that college people are more understanding
and dont get into the drama like HS ones do.
I guess it doesnt help either that Im not very sociable as is,
and now that Im going to be soon thrown into an enviorment full of people
it really freaks me the hell out.
But, then again, what doesnt? I think im afraid of way too much,
but some things I just cant help,
espescially when it comes to stopping my mind from cunjuring up thoughts that I dont like.
Kinda went off topic there.
I guess it wouldnt be so bad if my best friend were comming to this college too
But, we'll both have to wait like 2 years before we can even try to transfer to a college together.
It would help if I knew people there,
and no, my brothers 2 friends do not count.
And, I just realized somthing else that makes my stomach tighten up and makes me a bit angry
All the people I left in HS, all those mean people I wish would die,
most of them will probably be going to this college as well now.
Makes me really wish a bit that I had started College 2 years early,
or at least 1 year for that matter.
But, oh well, there's nothing I can do now but tell them off if they try to start s**t with me.
Which that did work before, but I dont have the stomach(literally, stomach problems) to go threw the drama again.
I really dont.
~Vampire
(It was going to be in January, but things happen)
Anyway.
Part of me feels nervous about it all since it's going to be new
with all these people and what-not
but then abother part of me wants to go
as I guess, in someway I am kind of excited.
But im not entirly sure right now.
I guess my experience with High School is whats causing me to be skeptical
even though my brother insists that college people are more understanding
and dont get into the drama like HS ones do.
I guess it doesnt help either that Im not very sociable as is,
and now that Im going to be soon thrown into an enviorment full of people
it really freaks me the hell out.
But, then again, what doesnt? I think im afraid of way too much,
but some things I just cant help,
espescially when it comes to stopping my mind from cunjuring up thoughts that I dont like.
Kinda went off topic there.
I guess it wouldnt be so bad if my best friend were comming to this college too
But, we'll both have to wait like 2 years before we can even try to transfer to a college together.
It would help if I knew people there,
and no, my brothers 2 friends do not count.
And, I just realized somthing else that makes my stomach tighten up and makes me a bit angry
All the people I left in HS, all those mean people I wish would die,
most of them will probably be going to this college as well now.
Makes me really wish a bit that I had started College 2 years early,
or at least 1 year for that matter.
But, oh well, there's nothing I can do now but tell them off if they try to start s**t with me.
Which that did work before, but I dont have the stomach(literally, stomach problems) to go threw the drama again.
I really dont.
~Vampire
