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most of the time my life sucks,i wake up in the morring and wish i could crawl into a hole and die,i getmyself ready for school alone,then i sit on the bus for a half an hour listioning to peple talking,nobody talking to me,then i go to home room passing people haging out with there friends at there lockers,geting my stuff from my locker then sit down listioning to everyone talk cheerfuly,the i go to chior where i sit in the front (asined seat) just watching mr.furbush,when we go to the stage i stand in the last row alone cusnobody leaves me room,i go to gym and sit in to the side alone listioning to the girls gosiping about me,then i go get canged wile everyone avoids me,then i go stand alone in corrner of gym dressedout,the i go to math where i sit in te 3d row and sit there looking at the back of nick's head,wishing i had the currage to talk to him,then after an hour of siting there avoiding my work i go to sicence class there i sit to the side between some mean dude and some chick who is mean,infront of a chick who is mean and pay attention to mr.jones (senasi jones) talk about sicence and i do my work,then i go to lunch where i sit close to teacher and watch theresa,nick,ray,and chelsea talk,then we go to our lockers where i get pusheed around in the hall way and finaly get to my locker and have the dude beside me talking to someone and the person on the other side glares at me and gets her stuff,then i go to english where is sit in a corrner with theresa and nick,talking to nick for alittle,doing my work,then i go to history after an hour of that,where i sit beside this hot dude..antony...and flirt with him alittle and do my work,then go to locker waiting for otheres to go,then i walk out to the bus,then once on the bus i walk to back (boys in front girs in back,drivers desisio) geting triped on my way and find a seat,normaly one alone,and if i have to sit beside someone it takes forever and the one that finaly lets me sit yells at me,then i wait there silent for a half an hour aqnd get off at my stop,walking home alone,then i do this tell i get bored and watch TV after sis goes to bed cus i watch her every day,but once we move i will get to not watch her and ill live near nick and ray...so ill be outside/at rays/nicks/gabes house alot,yay me i get to hang outwith the pot heads...my mom will get all mad at me if i try though so i will watch them..