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Yuya Is Angsting!!!

KYAAAAH!!!!

I hate me...my friends are ignoring me all except some. I think as if I'm a total mess and I wish this world would just swallow me up already...

I hate being manipulated

I hate being ignored...

I hate being mistreated...

I hate not getting just an eensy bit of respect...

I hate my friends for pretending to like me...except for some...

I hate the thought that a girl who wanted to be friends with me became my enemy...

I hate tradegy...

I hate living in a cage of confusion...

I hate snotty people...

I hate the fact that everyone says that I'm not cut out to fit in...

I hate being stressed...

I hate people keep telling me to change faster...

I hate the fact that I'm becoming more selfish...

I hate feeling stupid for myself...

I hate being called an idiot...

I HATE THE THINGS THAT BAD PEOPLE SAYS BAD THINGS TO ME!!! D:<

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I want to change....

I want my friends to atleast reply to me when they're done talking to their friends...

I want my friends to understand me...

I want to be free...

I want to stop worrying...

I want to stop complaining...

I want to start speaking...

I want to keep writting...

I want to start fresh...

I want to keep going...

I want to become wiser...

I want a bit more knowledge...

I want to draw more and paint more...

I want to learn more...

I want to express myself in some amazing way...

And all I want is to just be me with no one saying anything or having any problems with it. neutral