Not love, more like confusion. It's like every time I look at some one, I think of how our lips could touch, or something ridiculous. It's worse when I meet someone for the first time. Then I come up with stories of how we met and how we romantically run away. The thing is, I'm not sure I know what love is anymore. Now that I don't have a target to direct that passion, it's all over the place! I don't know what I'm doing at all! I'm not even sure at this point if I loved people at all! I'm disgustingly desperate, and I have no idea what to do about it!
Everytime I look at someone I once loved romanticallly, I get even more confused. I don't know what's real anymore, and it's not really helping my mental health. Hopefully I'll find someone I do love, and then all of this will end. I don't care if it's just a crush, but I need some kind of real target!!!!!!!!! I hate this state I'm in! It scares me, and I'm afraid I'll soon start making out with someone I don't even like! Or worse, someone I care about as a friend.
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