She felt her heart cutting into pieces, but her mother said to her that if anyone hates her just smile to her or him, and dont show them that you are sad or heart broken.
He saved me. That jerk must have saved me. He took away my happiness. Obviously, smashing my beating heart just isnt enough for him. I had been so joyous, awaiting my death. Why couldnt he see me smiling as I fell? Why couldnt he let me die? I wasnt afraid! I was ready to accept the darkness with open arms!
Live and let live. Life is short, make the most of it.
Believe in yourself.
The future is not decided, and you can change your life for the better
Whatever can go wrong, will go wrong
I'm just glad I'm not you
Whatever will be, will be
All is one and one is all. Nothing really matters in the infinite course of time
People are inherently selfish, not to mention stupid
Life it but a dream from which we shall wake
No worries, everything will be alright
Relationships are unnecessary to live life
Shadow(aka me):Wouldn't it be just perfect if I never met any of these people?
Shadow(aka me):"....I hate my life."
Shadow(aka me):Go stab yourself
Shadow(aka me):Hn. Love doesn't exist. I should know better then that now.
Genkai:"You're heartbroken? Sad? Feeling like killing yourself? Or causing any other self-inflicted injury? If you do something stupid again, I'll personally kick your a**."
Shadow(aka me):Old Habits Die Hard
Hiei and Shadow(aka me):"Hn. Friends are for the weak. You have allies when you need them and enemies constently but friends are just an inconvinence."
Shadow(aka me):"All fun and games for you but not for me."
Shadow(aka me):The More People there are the More Problems I have
Sonic:What can I say, I die hard!
Shadow(aka me):Birth days are just reminders, telling us that were going to die sooner or later.
Hiei and Shadow(aka me):Hn
Katsumi(neo friend):A boy gave a girl a dozen roses, 11 real, 1 made of plastic. He told her, "I will love you until the last rose dies.."
Hiei:Baka neko..
Hiei:Baka Onna
Shadow(aka me):Baka oni..
Shadow(aka me):yea, love hurts...deal with it!
Shadow(aka me):Just do me a faver and shutup!!
hiei_and_me(neopets):The human species is a parade of fools, but you can find me at the front twriling a baton.
kikyou3355(neopets):I dont suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it
kanna_maru(neopets): evil Only evil people smile
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For Female/ Japanese nick names:
Aiko : little love / beloved
Akiko : bright light / autumn child / iris
Akina : spring flower
Ai : love
Akemi : bright and beautiful
Amaya : night rain
Anda : meet at the field / a surname
Arisu : Alice
Aya : woven silk
Akako : red
Ami : friend
Ayame : iris
Chika : near
Chikako : child of wisdom
Chiyo : thousand years / eternal
Cho : butterfly
Dai : great
Emi : blessed with beauty
Etsu : delight
Eriko : child with a collar
Gin : silver
Gina : silvery
Hana : flower / blossom / graceful / fower / merciful
Haruko : spring child
Haya : quick / light
Hikari : light
Hiroko : generous child
Hisa : long lasting
Hitomi : eye
Hotaru : firefly
Iva : God's great gift / yew tree
Izumi : fountain / spring
Jin : super-excellent / jewel
Junko : pure child
Kaede : maple leaf
Kaiya : forgiveness
Kameko : tortoise-child
Kaori : fragrant beautiful girl
Katana : sword / blade
Kaya : adds a place of resting
Kazuko : pleasent child
Kei : rapture / reverence
Keiko : adored one
Kichi : fortunate
Kiku : chrysantheum
Kimi : she who is without equal
Kimiko : noble child
Kin : golden
Kioko : happy child / meets the world with happiness
Kira : light / sun
Kita : north
Kiyoko : clean child
Kohana : little flower
Koto : harp
Kumi : braid / drawing together
Kumiko : eternal beautiful child / companion child
Kuri : chestnut
Kyoko : mirror
Leiko : arrogant
Machi : ten thousand
Machiko : child of Machi / fortunate
Maeko : honest child
Maemi : smile of truth
Mai : brightness / coyote
Maiko : child of Maki
Mariko : true reason child / ball / circle
Marise : infinite / endless
Matsuko : pine tree child
Michi : righteous / pathway
Michie : gateway / gracefully drooping flower
Michiko : beautiful wise child / child of beauty / the righteous way
Midori : green
Mika : new moon / flower stem
Miki : beautiful tree / tree trunk
Mina : south
Minako : beautiful child
Mine : a resolute protector
Mitsuko : child of light
Miya : temple / three arrows / sacred house
Miyako : beautiful March child
Miyoko : beautiful generations child
Moriko : forest child
Nami : wave
Nana : apple
Naoko : obedient child / honest
Naomi : pleasent one / above all / beauty
Nariko : gentle child
Natsuko : summer child
Natsumi : beautiful summer
Nori : doctrine / child of ceremony / law / order
Noriko : doctrine child / child of ceremony / law / order
Nozomi : hope
Nyoko : gem
Oki : middle of the ocean
Orino : workman's meadow
Rai : trust
Ran : water lily
Ren : water lily
Rini : little bunny
Sachi : bliss-child / wife of Indra / blessed
Saki : cape
Sakura : cherry blossoms / wealthy / prosperous
Sango : coral
Satu : sugar
Sayuri : small lily
Shika : deer / gentle deer
Shina : virtue / virtuous / good
Shinju : pearl
Shino : stem of bamboo
Sora : sky
Sorano : of the sky
Suki : beloved / loved one
Suma : to ask
Sumi : clear / refined / elegant
Sumiko : permanent child
Suzu : bell / long lived / crane
Suzume : sparrow
Taka : tall / honorable
Takara : treasure / precious object
Takako : lofty child
Takehiko : healthy wise child / brave wise child
Tamae : ball / bell
Tami : let people see benefit
Tamika : child of the people
Tamiko : abundance child / child of the people
Tanaka : dweller
Tani : valley / sweetheart / youth / bull that charges randomly
Taree : bending branch
Taura : many lakes / many rivers
Taya : valley field
Tomiko : child of wealth
Tori : bird
Toshi : mirror image / year of plenty
Tsuyu : morning dew
Uma : nation / mother / horse
Ume : plum blossom
Umeko : patient
Usagi : moon / rabbit
Yasu : calm
Yayoi : March
Yei : flourishing
Yoshiko : good child
Yukiko : snow child
Yuko : gracious child
Yumi : beauty / beautiful
Yumiko : arrow child
Yuri : lily
Yuriko : lily child / village of birth
blue_ice_katana(on neopets):Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up.
Shadow(aka me):Learn to shutup!
"I care for you, onna." She took a step back. "You can't possibly mean that," she said coldly. "Why not?" he snapped. "Because," she snarled, "how can you? How can you care for me? My own family didn't care for me, so how can you? How can anybody?!" Her eyes were blazing now, her fists clenched and her fangs bared as she let out a secret question she had always asked herself. "How can you care for something that looks like this?! Covered in scars with no feelings?!" She growled, low and deep as Hiei looked at her with wide, shocked eyes. "Hn. Baka onna," he said coldly, trying to think of something to say. [So,] he thought, [That's what she meant with her sleeping mutterings. "Scars...can't," that's what she meant.] He glared at her. "Baka onna, how can you think that?!" "Because it's true!" "No it's not! Now shut up and listen!" She opened her mouth to say something but Hiei's glare stopped her. "Just listen, baka," he snarled, and she closed her mouth and crossed her arms, glaring at him. "Hn...I..." He looked at her, wondering if he should say it or not. [She's worth it, I need to say it. I have to. She won't tell anyone anyway.] "Onna, I said you were beautiful at the ball for a reason, and I said you looked beautiful today for a reason as well. I meant it, baka onna." She froze, not beleiving what she was hearing. "T-they're just words, you didn't mean it," She said coldly. Hiei took her by the shoulders and she gasped. "Never call me a liar!" he snarled, red eyes glaring into hers. She returned the glare, but his grip on her shoulders made her scars ache and burn(they're still pretty new). "Hiei," she whispered, squirming a bit. He softened his hold on her and pulled her close. "I mean what I say, onna," he said softly. She nodded, her head burried in his shoulder as she felt like a little kid again. "I know," she whispered. "Why," he whispered back, then she heard his voice in her head. [Why do I act different around you? How can you make me say such things?] She smirked and looked into his eyes. [You tell me, Tri Eye.] He smirked and picked Her up, bridal style, then began running toward the house.
Evil dude:''Suffering through pain at a filthy human's hands without fighting back. Simply waiting to be saved. I have suffered too, but no one will ever be coming to my rescue...not in this world. So I refuse my fate. I will find happiness, even if it means destroying everything. My path is chosen- other means no longer interest me.''
Shadow(aka me):Interesting how love works...so much happiness, yet pain is balanced with it.
Shadow(aka me)I have once heard that happiness was supported by pain. Maybe our pain will be our happiness for each other.
Shadow(aka me):Hn, a fool like you surviving in the world, I strongly believed the only time I would meet you would be in Hell
Anime(neo friend):If barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?
Yoko:So your the neko who whanted to meet the boogieman? Shadow(aka me):Yeah, so? It's not everyday you get to meet the real-life boogieman.
Shadow(aka me):If you think i'm nice..then you must be stupid..
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Human Nature
Anyone can say anything just because they can. People lie because they can. They'll do anything because they have the smallest whim to. It's human nature.
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Im sorry that i bring you pain stare heart