lets see what to say.
TOC
-frank contacted
-tomorrow is the 23rd
-mom
-school
-christmas
-moms gift
-stockings
-quest
so last night i saw frank was online... got a little sad cause he didn't contact me and i thought i missed him... but when i checked he was online but just as appear "offline". when i went to my quest thread i saw he left me a post " whee " which made me smile. he's always been good at making me smile among other things.
i got to call him which was good i got to hear his voice which made me feel better... but there are still questions i want to have answered... i'm hoping when he and i can we will talk about somethings... a little more serious.. about us... if he wants there to even be an us anymore... i really want there to be but i can't help feeling he doesn't...
tomorrow is the 23rd and ben is going home. damn i've missed him. i haven't talked to him since... well.... not really talked to him since the 19th of november... it's hard not getting to talk to my bestfriend for so long it really hard cause there are things i can tell him and not tell anyone else... i know he can keep those secrets that i need to tell someone about. the last time i talked to him though i got kinda bitchy at him... it was from a lack of talking to him or anyone and from stress and just a bunch of things... i'm so he has to listen to me sometimes.
my mom's been pretty bitchy lately... yelling at me for random things. i don't even know why she yell most of the time... i don't know what i do wrong but apparently EVERYTHING i do is wrong.
well school ended on december 7th for me... i've gotten 6/7 marks back and passed those so far... just need my western civ mark then i'll be ok. i have to regester on the 29th at 8:30am neutral who the hell comes up with the times... freaken retards.
christmas is in a few days... i'm not expecting anything from my mom or anyone... not even on here. i'll never be a good accepter of gifts. i'm trying to decide what to get my friends and what to sell to get them the item... i just don't know sad
i bought my mom some fun stuff and i got her a gift card for canadian tire she's such a handy woman biggrin i only got her that cause they didn't have what i wanted to get her which kinda pissed me off.... these places never have what they advertise. MEH! but i think she'll like it smile
oh so my mom and i decided to decorate each others christmas stocking, i did that last night i think i want to add more but it more or less complete smile i'll take a pic of it and post it eventually smile
my quest is going no where sad i have no motivation... no one comes to my thread, no one donates... none of my friends even come to my thread.... i'm about ready to just give up on it... my flower quest is going well though. i'm up to almost 76k in flowers... i think that's fairly good thats about 30% of that quest done atleast of stage 1 biggrin
lets see what else is there to talk about... right now i don't think i have anything else to say... if i feel like writing more i will later... right now its back to bumping.
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