Time: 12:22 A.M. Place:Home Emote biggrin epressed cry Writing on: Computer
I know it. but I don't want to say it, because once I say it it's fake, and no one believes me. Because nobody can know when there depressed. There always in denial. So I don't say a word, I expect them to see, that with each passing day I get worse... and they don't. And so everday I'm tempted to tell them.... but then they wouldn't believe. It wouldn't be so serious because I was aware of the situation. I'll figure a way out. But I don't. And when the only person you want to talk to is your therapist....you feel like some serial therapy nut; Who has resolved never to get better so they can blab about there boring lives to some who's job it is to listen. And you cry in silence, and make so much noise... so that someone will hear...and they never do..... and you want them to see you.... but it's like your not there. You yell and scream and say awful things that hurt their feelings until you sob because of what you've become. and it's always so selfish....... you you you
********!! I don;t want it to be about me! jsut somebody listen somebody hear somebody barge in while I'm crying and rescue me! please...... that's all I want.....
Victorious_RIot_13 · Mon Dec 24, 2007 @ 06:31am · 0 Comments |