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well things started with the usual. the pain i have suffered i will not show gathers back to my thoughts. days of her passing creep back into my mind. times when i see my friends helpless. all i can think is i need to become stronger. times pass and i still do one thing. i step out the house in the cold foggy morning and focus my mind. i start practicing the martial arts i have learnt back at my youth. i do this in memory of two people for i failed. never again i will let it happen again. to lose a good friend and a love one. despite everything i do that memory of her keeps coming back to me. we live our life's together as a secret and only told does close to us of our love. each time i try and hone my skills in martial arts i see her dancing in a field i once met her. the true moment when my heart leaped out of me towards her. love was at first sight. all those happy times of us together were all gone. now i travel alone to find out who i truly am. why do i exist in this world. with my fate in her i still go to the place i have first met her and hope that one day an answer will come to me. i will travel a 1000 miles they say but how can i when those i know are gone