eh allots happened since my last post . Meh girl isnt Meh girl anymore she left me.Like i said ill never stop loving her but its so sad that i cried when it happened i didnt even cry when my brother died i miss him though. this guy Jesus whose wanna my friends like her allot hes more active than me, better gaamer, funnier,etc. so i dont see where i have another chance but she says she still likes me but turns me down everytime. call me clingy or watever but i still think shes the best thing on the planet and. Were jst friends now not even muffins i dont think(long story not really but yeah) but ive speant the nighte like 3 times since and its awesome to hang with her bro wich now hes surprisingly close to me. idk maby from loss of brothers i treat him and daniel like one
speaking of daniel, not bein gay but i love the guy, hes the brother everyone needs. But hes not really my brother still the same as if he were so in short he is my brother. we talk about anime and games most the time but recently its been mostly bout Death Note and AMV hell 4. I got him an L plushie for christmas even though todayu is xmas eve i gave hime the plushie like a week ago
back to olivia for christmas im giving her these purple shoes that she wants and writing over a 20 pg story truthfully im only on pg 8. ima get her a kisame plushie and two more things, i dont want to give away th surprise,
so recently my friend chris is in town who moved to texas (hes the guy with the weopons) and iim in xmas break so ive hanged with him daniel and olivia for the time im starting tennis when i get back to school hopefully ima make varsity doubt it though
last night was horrible i was forced to go to the Clarks court wich is a street that is decked out with christmas attire but we got lost on the way cause i was with my mom and her husband. after about an hour of driving we actually found the line of cars leading to it but our car died in it . clark my moms husband got out to push the TRUCK and i helped afetr about ten minutes of pushing clarck gave up and got aride to the gas station and backwhen he got back 30 min later he couldnt figure out how the gas contaner work and spilt most of it on my hands cuz i hadto hold a funnle going into a gas tank but even with the little gas we made it to the gas station over 2 miles away but finally after all that we went back to see the lights and got something to eat we went home what pisses me off the most is they said theyed be at my house at six to go but didnt get there till 8 i could have stayed at the girl who i loved house longer but no i had to get ready for my mom who i know was gonna be late truthfull i hope her meager life ends soon sorry but shes only causing pain for her and others and its not jst tonight but since i was born i had to live with this everyday everydamn day
i hope olivia isnt sick of me i feel like i been bothering her non stop by spending the night two nights in a row andthe going over the next day i am to clingy but i cant help it i jst love her to much
dammit dammit dammit
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