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I was severly disapointed in higurashi no naku koro ni KAI. Although, I loved higurashi no naku koro ni ( season one ) I have been watching this anime called mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha and it's amazing and now my new favorate anime! I love it so much! It reminds me of my friend who moved away because of her dad's job and we won't get to see each other for a long time unless I can miraculously get 1000 $$ or she can miraculously get over her serious fright of leaving her house. It's very sad because we might not be able to see each other until we get into college, If I can make it into college. But anyway, I found out that Souseiseki IS a girl but she looks incredibly like a boy. I swear the artist made a mistake in the designs or something. You know, nobody ever reads these things so I don't know why I am actually taking this time to type. I'm probably one of the only ones who actually takes these journal entries for a reason other than getting money. But, YES! money ish AWESOME! $_$ Ok, yea I'm weird. Oh yea, I'm going to tell you my feelings about Tori and Kaylee and goth. They probably wont read this but if they do they need to hear it anyway and it just saves me having to say it.


Guys, I'm sorry. I just find it hard to beleive that both of you are willing to change back to the way you are. I've heard bad things about both of you all from both of you. Obviously you all are not ready to take on the responsibility of having friends. You two should remaind friends if you want to but I can't take this anymore! I don't like the talking behind each other's backs and I don't beleive either of you about changing. I know your both not going to change because being emo or goth or whatever seems to make you happy and seem cool. But, you will NEVER be cool to me like that. You were cool to me when you were your old selves. I don't wanna hear that "Sorry if i can't change completely." I don't wanna hear it EVER! If you are not goin to change completely then I am forgetting all about you two. I have Sara, Vanny, and Myla and I dont need this! Rock has ruined both of you! Gerard has ruined both of you! And Zachy has ruined you, Kaylee! Okay, tori, so I hear you don't even like gerard anymore but look what has happend since 6th grade! At first it was just a dirty mean trick, liking My Chemical Romance. But, then we started liking how it felt to be goth because people started thinking we were tougher or something like that, and I know how you guys feel about this. I know that it makes you cooler but this is NOT you! The real you was the people in Myla's basement that one night! When we all were down there wearing normal clothes because we didnt care about what people thought! If you always say you don't care what people think then you wouldn't wear goth clothes. Real emo people don't act like that. They are sad but they don't dress like that. But, that's besides the point. We all watched Inu Yasha that night. It was actually my first night watching it becuase you guys had gotten me into anime and invited me to that sleepover that night. Anyway, we had a koga drawing contest that day and we all drew anime. And myla found drawings you all made back then. They were adorable and I know you can still do that but now you refuse to! You draw those ugly goth people with big boobs! You're forgetting the wonderful status symbol of tsurupettan (flat chested)! Maybe you havn't seen the video but that's also beside the point! You say that you can't draw the same anymore but you know that you used to like cuteness and now you like goth! I like NOTHING about you guys now! NOTHING! That's right, I said it. You aren't the people I became friends with at first and I want to have nothing to do with you! If you guys don't go back to the people you were then you will be drug addicts in the future and who knows. Maybe you already like the idea of drugs. But, your not Kaylee and you're not tori! You're not the friends I like! Just go hang out together, go to the rock concerts, buy new CD's but dont EVER think that I will be friends with goths. This will probably make you guys angry like heck but you will never get better if someone doesnt tell you what you need to hear!