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if i died tomarrow
would u have felt you told me all u wished
if i died tomarrow
would u have felt you told me how much you cared
if i had been gone today
do u think u treated me well
if i was gone today
did u see it coming... could you tell
if i had passed yesterday
left the living forevermore
if i had passed yesterday
would you have missed me even more
if i never had been here
my existence was not nor me
would you still remember
the words i've tried to teach
if i was never again
to exist another life
had i done a thing to help u
help relieve your pain and your strife
maybe you'll remember..
that girl u met one day
and think of me kindly
and miss me anyway



after all the pain i've done
the pain i've brought u friend
how can u continue staying
care for me.. not make it end
how can u still stand there
listening to my scream
don't u ever wish
to wake and me be just a dream
haven't i ever hurt u
shattered u in and out
haven't i made u angry
and made u yearn to shout
haven't i made u helpless
a tearfilled vessel true
haven't i done enough
done enough to you
why do u still take it
not run away from this
your heart, u let me break it
how could i.. be one you'd miss
break away from me
grow wings
fly from the hatrid near
for heaven awaits your future
as my hell has made death of you here...