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I always new that love comes and goes but does it hurt when love ends or when u can't even begin? The start of love is like a never ending flow of magic. But what if you couldn't continue that love of magic? What if it ended before you even started? This is a question that i have found out on my own. Love is that feeling that you save up in your heart for that certain someone and when they come, you feel like everything about you is lighter. You just can't stop thinking or saying wonderful things about that person. HAHA but who am i kidding when that certain someone leaves it crushes you like the weight of loneliness trying to not sink on a barely floating feather. So then you think you can't meet someone else because your scared of being crushed again....that feeling that brought tears to your eyes. But as much as it hurts life without love is like torture, like hurting, no killing you slowly making every memory, thought, or touch of that person bring another tear to you eye...But every memory and every tear shows that you have emotions for that special person. Those emotions are the ones that are called love and yes it hurts. Love my hurt but it doesn't have to hurt all the time. The emotions that hurt you can instead lift you up! Make you want to start over again, to make new memories. To cry about new thoughts and feelings. And maybe this time those tears will be of joy. Love always hurts and yet it doesn't if you choose to not let it bring you down. Hurting is just a phase. You can always wait for that person and if that he/she doesn't come, on your way of waiting or sobbing over them there will always be someone else there to listen. The best part of that is the special person could be your lover. That road maybe hard but...are you willing to go down it again to find another beautiful horizon? I am. I hope this is an inspiration to anyone who has gone through any pain of being separated from your lover and if you never witnessed love, well haha witness it. You may regret it first but then you'll get use to the pain and find that person you really love forever like a ever flowing rush of magic.