So me and Dwight have been together for six months. Long time eh? Yeah, I should be happy, but I'm not. I've been letting my love for him drive my life and I've become too clingy. If I don't hear from him, I freak, and that's not right. Especially since the surgery because I've been stuck at my house without anyone to talk to or hang out, I feel like I've been imposing myself on him. I don't want to be that obssessive girlfriend because if I do, he'll end up getting tired of me and dump me. So I've decided I'm gonna distance myself from him a bit. Not be so loving I suppose and not let him control all of my thoughts and emotions. I won't call him or text him or anything unless he does it first. Yeah it might have a bad impact in our relationship, but at least he won't get tired of me. I never thought it would get to this but I have to do what I have to do. *sighs* I love him more than anything in the world, but I have to learn to give him his space.
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 04:53am · 1 Comments |
