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this is from November and some ******** up reason some on or i deactivated(sp?) what the ********?? well here it is re opend o.o ^_^;



why i am i feeling like this sad pit in my heart. i feel like no one is there.. not even god.. i think god hates me. i ask for some help and i dont get anything not even a sigh. im at my friends house. i feel really sad. my bro moved out and my mom and dad had a fight because my brother broke my mothers heart and my dad was going to call the police because my brother. well im not suppose to say anything. but how can i not because i feel so sick of hearing my pernets fight and im sick of listioning to it im 16 and i dont like feeling like this.. i feel like crying some more.. crying some one plz help me feel better. let me run away far away.