i am a cameleon i disguise myself in things like gaia to think i am happy and hopeful but really i am angry suffering and alone..... i also can't functuion without a girlfriend or someone else there to helpme along and i am always pickey of my people so that pisses people off so no one talks to me which adds to preassure and i can drag my friends and girlfriends down with me making them miserable and i need them so whats the use of someone that is needed if they hate you...i get some kind of injury almost every week my body is riddled with scars and cuts... i have almost no rights at home and evan my 9-year old brother thinks he can control me....i want to die but i want to prove them all wrong to prove i am no ones b***h i just want to be equal and school is almost more of a hell...people are racist and i mean i have a lot of friends but we are the army of the dammed we can do nothing and just try to get on with our live with passing grades but the army of the normal are too strong and keep us at bay of being ourselves and i hate it i a a spy a un-dead i function as normal and dammed but the job is getting more difficult by the day....i don't think i can keep up with this anymore so if you are reading this espically my girlfriend i am sorry but the fox you know is really fake and i will now try too keep my true feelings out so i am sorry....just please dont leave me alone...
 A Film Noir · Wed Jan 02, 2008 @ 01:00am · 2 Comments |
