Gah... I'm kinda annoyed now. My Mom's like, "I'll have a nap here!". But, it obviously doesn't hit her that maybe her sleeping in the living room makes things difficult for me? I want to play video games, watch movies, maybe even some TV... But I feel like I can't because it would be too loud for her. I've even left subtle hints that maybe she should sleep upstairs in her room... But she's like, "No. I'm good.". Maybe you are, but it bothers me. I don't like being outwardly mean. I don't like to get angry, but sometimes I feel like I can't do that.
My parents get angry at me for being angry. If I even raise my voice they get on my case. I understand being angry isn't the most productive way to get your point across... When they get angry, I tell them in the most calm way I can, that they should cool down or I suggest an alternative to their problems, but they just turn their attention to me and start attacking me. Gah. Then I get all weepy and depressed, so I head to my room so they can't see how much it bothers me. It's so frustrating. I know people aren't perfect, but that's just what makes it the most frustrating. Knowing that they're just going to throw that card out there, "Well, I'm not perfect, Vincent.", then I have to be all, "Okay. Whatever. It was my fault.". But then they get all contradictory and say it was no one's fault, which gets even more frustrating and confusing... If it wasn't my fault, then why the hell are you getting on my case?! Gah...
Have you noticed? "Gah" is my new "term" for expressing annoyance. So I say it again, gah.
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