Kinda Deep
Well I decided to get kinda deep for this entry. You see, lately I've been having doubts. Lately I've been wondering about the existence of the lord as well as my own religion. Originally, I'm classified as Christian. I didn't denominate myself. At the beginning of this school year I beecame interested in a realigion known as Wicka. My friend, Shai, brought me on to this. At first I thought it was pretty cool. It included everything I knew as well as these lil spells (not dark magic). Well this religion never got to me. I just completely seperated myself for awhile. That was, until a christian concert at school where I kind of went back to my orignal again. I even considered joining TFFC (Teens Fighting For Christ). Ok. So this brings us to just recently. I've been doubting the even existance of God. The only real proof to go on is a book that could be as good as a fairy tale. All along I beleved the theory of evolution over intelligent design. I... I just don't know. It just seems that I'm looking for cold, hard evidence. It's so confusing. I see no proof of god, heaven, or intelligent design. Ugh. I think I just need to think. Bye.
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