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Can't u c that you're smothering me. Holding 2 tightly, afraid 2 lose control, cause everything that u thought I would be has fallen apart, right in front of u. Caught in the undertoe just caught in the undertoe. Every step that I take is another mistake 2 u. Caught in the undertoe just caught in the undertoe. And every second I waste is more than I can TAAAAAAKE! I've become so numb. I can't feel u there. I've become so tired. So much more aware. I'm becoming this. All I want 2 do is be more like me and be less like UUUUUU! And I KNOOOOOW I may end up failing 2. But I KNOOOOW u were JUST like ME with SOMEONE DISSAPOINTED IN UUUUUUU!