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Today I had my first period. At the age of thirty I had my first period. The pain was so intense that if this really was just a dream I would have a new found respect for women everywhere.

One month had past since I woke from my second coma. Mary keeps me inside at all times until I have a full recovery. I doubt that will ever happen. She thinks the coma really screwed me up. Being a man my entire life up til now made it rather difficult to do things I should have learned when I was little, if I was a female that is. From walking to peeing, it's all new to me. How can women walk with these things hanging down in front. My back hurts, I'm cramping, oh and I'm really a man.

At first I thought that it wouldn't be so bad but this isn't the Mary I fell in love with, this wasn't the woman who vowed to be with me forever. But there wasn't much I could do, I was bedridden. I did have time to think about my pervious awakening. I was a man for four months before I was killed, but I wasn't killed I woke up in another place, another world, another life. Wait that's it, I needed to die again.


((You know I just dont feel like finishing this right now))