Courtney's Journal
Well Happy 4th of july to you all! ...Well my life's been pretty much wierd and well the usual teenager life..Let's see what did I do this weekend...lol were should I start is more of the question xd
Alright well Devin as you know is one of my good friends. Well he graduated this year and invited me to his graduation party. Of course there were other people there that I knew, though one person kept attracting my attention. MATT. I arrived with one of my not so close friends Briana and her cousin christine (Christine and I have a bunch in common and we've become best of friends..in fact I just got back from the beach with her and a few friends.). Well of course Devin fly's out to come say hello since I tricked him into thinking i wasn't comming..t'was truely someting to see his face..haha...well anyway after he gave me a hug we walked up to the front of the party, who's the first person to stand up an say hello (besides tikki my absolute best friend!)..MATT...
What does he do?
He fully ignores me and gives Briana this big ol' hug, leaves christine and I there and walks away...Of course then i didn't really notice til a certain someone brought it to my attention...
After we were all introduced and what not to devins other friends...Briana being the big flirt that she is (i love her and all...but she's a real FLIRT...escpecially when it's w/someone you LIKED!..but anyways) brings us to sit by MATT!...so i sit on the oppisite side farthest from him. christine sits next to me and of course briana sits by matt...need i mention matt was sitting at least 6ft away from us..well since briana clearly ditched her cousin and I..we decided to mingle a bit...when christine and i were exploring the party we got to talking..I told her how i used to likethis one person..then she's like NO WONDER!...She told me he was fully looking at me the whole time briana was talking to him..I asked her how'd she know..then se tolde me cuz tikki told her..then i asked how'd tikki knew..before you know it tikki pops up in front of me!..she told me that she could fully see him starin at me from the table while she took pictures..she even show'd me one of them!...and he WAS!
Well tikki, christine, and I got bored w/ briana flirting so we decided to go pet the donkey..That's right the donkey!..Devin's neighbor has this Donkey so we walked over and pet it..we took about 20 minutes just making sure we didnt step in anything and it didnt kick us....cuz devion said.. "Oh yeah just make sure the thing doesn't kick you...cuz yeah it'd hurt and stuff". Well after that we washed our hands attempted to dance since that party was totally..well DUDES PLAYIN POKER PRETTY MUCH...well Matt left and well this time he does hug me..and when he hugs me he's like "Well i'm out of here Courtney." Then he pulls away from the hug and whispers to me "Imma go someplace exciting or something."..I was like..and I care why?...Then yeah that night ended....
4th of July
Well were i live we always have this hospis thing at the stadium with fireworks, food, games..like a mini carnival..the whole ride thing n all..well it was my first time..yeah i know sad. Well anyway i went w/tikki n seen like the WHOLE island lol...well anyway i met up with christine then we met up w/ matt them cuz well we had to talk to briana bout somthin...well anyway this time i noticed it..devin gives me a hug i get none from matt..didnt bother me then though...however we hung out with them that night kinda sorta till i christine n i got kreeped out..
How I got kreeped out
okay wel gaia just wiped me out so i aint tyoin it over..lets jus put it this way....
matt was starin at me the whole night while he flirted with girls devoins the only one who knew i liked him..he was laughin n teasin me bout it sayin dont worry..hes jus bein stupid..
kk well imm jus tell y'all bout old times with matt n i....i miss those days..if only briana would let me talk to him w/o her flirting..CONSTANTLY...uh well dont even getme started w/her,............,
