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Wednesday, January somethingth I did a number of things today..... 1. I did MAPS testing for English. I did okay. I looked at the more specific scores, and I was pissed, because I kicked a for some of them. But then the others (like the ones concerning topics like romanticism and Mideastern literature, that we haven't learned about) I didn't do so well on, so it brought down my overall. Oh well. 2. I had French. I freaked about the oral. I laughed harder than I have in like, a week, because a girl in my class was talking about our worksheets and she goes, "how come my backside is different from your backside?" and I snorted really loudly....the girl didn't get why I was laughing, but Emily D. (no last names online) was sitting next to me and she got it right away and cracked up. I was almost crying....I don't know WHY I found it so damn funny. God, I still find it funny....I'm laughing right now..... 3. I (most likely) failed my Physics quiz. I didn't even finish it. I guessed on a few problems. Considering that doing well for me in that class is a B or so, doing badly is probably a D or F. CRAP. 4. I had a double period of watching performances in Acting. YAY. 5. I came home and wrote a poem about my mom. That's all. It was a pretty good day. I kind of want to forget about Physics, though.... sweatdrop** Time to go! TA TA!!!

Posted by: the silver fire Wed Jan 16, 2008 @ 10:18pm

I'm a girl, in real life, my avi is just.....confused. sweatdrop

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Commented on: Wed Jan 16, 2008 @ 11:22pm

Commented on: Thu Jan 17, 2008 @ 02:31am


	Oh, baby, Claire. We're all here for you. I think I'm going to wear all black tomorrow for Mardou. (if I can remember redface ) And I bet Mars is smiling at you right now. 1. I did too. I hear you got a 14...7? I got a 144. Good job, Moobley-Boobley!! 2. That IS actually kind of funny. It sounds like you had one of those laugh-for-20-minutes-straight episodes that I get like every time I speak to you. sweatdrop 3. Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry. But...in response to that, I got back the test I took in Science yesterday and I got a 96%!!!! WAHOOO!!!! But....it's a WAAAAYYY easier class than yours is. So.... sweatdrop sad 4. Uh....I had a double-period of a headache... domokun 5. I came home and TALKED to my mom and I THINK I'm leaning towards dropping out of Chorus next year. And THEN I studied for 3 hours for Math. And 1 hour for Spanish. Me too....I suppose. I'ma gonna put anotha starra ona ma calendar..a. WHEE!!

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Commented on: Thu Jan 17, 2008 @ 11:49pm


	Thanks for the comment, Maya..... And Claire bear, imagine I'm giving you a hug right now. Sorry if my journal is too happy for the way your day went......I'm sad about Mardou too, I'm not just saying that, but when I'm sad about things I force them out of my mind, which is why I didn't mention it. hug

Commented on: Sat Jan 19, 2008 @ 04:26am


	Forcing sad things out of your mind isn't really always the best way to deal with things.

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Commented on: Sat Jan 19, 2008 @ 07:54pm


	Well, sometimes it actually is. You know how in movies, the girl's friends always come over and make her get out of the house a little when her boyfriend breaks up with her? You have to distract yourself sometimes. Get your mind moving, continue to live life and all that. It works for me.

Commented on: Sun Jan 20, 2008 @ 12:12am


	That's true, but on the other hand, it's not always a great thing to just ignore the problems in your life. That won't get you anywhere. I think you need some of both, and people who do all of one of them aren't going to be very happy in life. Yes, Zoe, I know from personal experience that that works for you.

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Commented on: Sun Jan 20, 2008 @ 05:23am


	Yeah, well......when something shitty happens, I have a few days (or a few hours, if it's minor, or whatever) of feeling like TOTAL AND COMPLETE CRAP, and hating life, and feeling hopeless and moping around the house and staring at walls...... And then I start the distraction process. Or rather, it starts itself, somehow.....so I do get my share of both. And I'd appreciate if you'd stop making side comments like that. You've been doing it a lot and it's awkward and sometimes hurtful to me.

Commented on: Sun Jan 20, 2008 @ 05:37am


	And I'm not saying that you should mope around and stare at inanimate objects, I'm saying that you should think about it and figure out if there is an actual explanation, reason, or solution. I know, from personal experience, that sometimes actually thinking about your problems can give you solutions. Alright, fine. I'm sorry I said that. I was just feeling aggravated, but that's no excuse, so I apologize. But what do you mean I've been doing it a lot? Zoe, sweetie, all I was trying to say was that I KNOW that forcing sad things out of your mind is your coping method but that I don't always personally agree with that. That's all. There's nothing to feel awkward about.

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Commented on: Sun Jan 20, 2008 @ 06:41pm


	I suppose that's true, then. I believe you, and I guess that's worked for me too. All I mean about you doing it a lot is that you sometimes add in these little comments about our breakup, and I can't say anything cause you just pop them in and then they're gone, because someone else starts talking or something. But like....I don't know, sometimes they're about how I hurt you and stuff and it's just really uncomfortable for me. Maybe you don't realize it, maybe you're just talking to yourself when you do it, but I just wanted to tell you....

Commented on: Sun Jan 20, 2008 @ 07:52pm


	sigh I can't argue with that. I'm sorry. It's really hard to keep those ones in my head. But..for you, I'll try to stop. And I mean that.

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