You know how random thoughts just pop into your head, well I had one not too long ago.
I never had any people "idolize" me, for being number one poster. Now I see almost every other people on the top ten having little idolizers, while I usually get most of the trolls and jackasses. I've met a few people - great people mind you, just by my position, but never any "idolizers".
I guess my personality proves to shine even online. Its not that I'm upset, its more or less a reflection - or sudden realization whilst sitting on my a** doing nothing in front of the computer. I've been getting a lot of PMs saying "YAY you're finally number 2!" Its as if people are happy that I'm no longer number one. xd Does that really make me that unknown or disliked on this site? Hell, I don't do much as it is. I just mainly post in guilds or the hybrid lotto. Sometimes the chatterbox for those stupid survey threads to pass the time. But how could people dislike me, when I do nothing to provoke it?
Eh, I hate having random thoughts cross my mind, I tend to dwell on them to find the root of the problem. Nothing good ever comes out of me thinking about something till its dead and buried.
Though I kinda wish I knew the answers to my questions. Its not like I'm a bad person anyhow. (DESPITE what I may have done in the past, I am not a bad person. I know some people would snort at me saying I'm good.) I only yell at people when provoked, and I'm always willing to talk to people. (If they're not after me for something I own) I just don't get it sometimes, thats all. Perhaps I'm just a little overworked today...
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Anywho...
Took my assessment test at IVC. The English section was the easiest thing since reciting the ABCs. Though the math section proved to be difficult we were only allowed to answer the questions we knew. (The test ranged from Algebra 1 to Pre-Cal questions) I answered everything till Algebra 2...so about 28 of the 50 questions.
I'll probably be placed in a higher English class and possibly Algebra 1 for math. No big deal to me. Monday is my orientation, so I'll get a chance to talk to a counselor about my classes and what I want to do with my life. I really hate the fact that I have to take 12 units in order to stay on the insurance plan...so about four classes, crammed into four days, because I will have Friday's off. I still need to look at the course catalog and write down all the class combos I'm hoping for.
Other than that, my day has been pretty plain. The comic book store is becoming a part of my weekly routine, as well as walking around collecting job aps. Once I get a few things out of the way, I'll feel more comfortable actually applying for something. Though I seriously see myself as self-employed. One day I hope to start on a business venture with a few people and make a good chunk of change. Eh, whatever happens, happens.
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