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this is from an old journal


If my life was published
It would be BLUE
Or maybe BLACK
Like the night sky
Or like the eyes
Of some Pinay
But this is true
My heart would be
also BLUE
Like the heart of the Devil
Now
and Forever...


BY: AMELIA
[i mean no harm to Filipinos for i am one myself]







this is also from that journal:

he will never like me
my life is a mess
falling for him
then hitting the ground
rock hard
at the bottom of a hole
now i'm falling for another
that will break my heart
this i know
but i cant help it
he's perfect
but likes another
i'm close to the bottom
to hit the floor again
and again
will it ever end?
no
of course not
i fall for the wrong people
at the wrong times
and when they know
they say they dont
this is the truth
and its nobody's fault
really
except for my own
for being a fool
for liking the wrong people
who will hurt me again
i want to quit
for the fear
of being hurt
AGAIN
like every boy has done
in the past
they're all the same
in my eyes
all waiting
to hurt someone
like me
AGAIN....



BY: AMELIA
[my style is FREEstyle so dont critisize that i dont rhyme or have form. coz i dont care.]


Forever, Amelia....