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I am begining to see them.... the followers of death. They lurk everywhere I go , they know

That I would love nothing better but to end it soon. The longer they stay around the more

inclined I am to do it. I have started..... Injuring..... myself..... and I feel no relif

from it. I do not see what cutters get out of this pain. I just know that I cant stop , I

hate my corporeal body. I hate my exsistance , I hate this demension , and this planet ,

all it causes is pain , and everything runs on those that are evil. The dark gains power

while those of us that stand for the light are dwindling , being forced to live in the

darkness. We can only stand the pain for so long , some of us get the maximum amount of

pain thrwon on us all at once over an over again.... I am one of those people , I know of

other's , and all it will bring is us walking into Death's door. If you would bring it . you

who are reading this , than I would welcome death. Just bring it swift and quietly , for

if you are slow or make to much noise , it may you that ends up dead.