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Ugh
I dunno anymore. I'm usually like really happy. Yesterday tons of people told me that it's odd to see me without a smile. But... Alot of the times I smile, I'm also really sad inside. It's weird. I somehow just can't seem unhappy. THe one time I was sad and it was obvious was after my 1st bf dumped me. But... It was only noticable for like an hour. After that I was smiling again. I don't know why but I feel like I should be able to frown more. On the inside I have so many things I hate but then I talk to people or something, My words and expressions show nothing but joy. i don't even know why I'm complaining but it bothers me. I should be able to show how I feel. Ugh. Right now I'm like super depressed but I'm talking to my friends as if there's no care in the world. I just feel I'm too happy.
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