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the darkness with in prevails..
I walk alone and unsteady. I see it no longer matters who or what I am. My dreams were ment for a fool and they have been shattered in every eay. My exsistence is a burdon to everyone else...It seems everyone has promises to brake and now that every thing that mattters is gone I have onlly my sorrow left inside. I feel that I am just a burdon. So I won't fight the darkness. But I'll just drift through it insted like the hopeless loser I am. I wanna say good bye to the ones who care. But then I relize that they probly don't or have lied to me about caring..So I'm going to fade away into the mist..I know some truths but I'll denay them to shatter my own salvation..Becuse in a world fused with what I have learned I know it matters now...So good bye dreams, good bye feelings of joy. Good bye my only love, I must now despise what I have become and destroy myself with in. I often have an inner innocence but it is time that fades as well. I just wish i could see the fading hope, the mountins on the horizion which isen't so gloomy...But it hurts to move so I won't look up from the dust. Let darkness fall to earth and let dust be what I inhale. I'll learn to live and perhaps, if hope really exsists then maybe I won't fade...I don't wanna give up, but who cares...
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