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Ninja DoJo
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im sorry, but i have to


Isnt it amazing how much a one person can love another.. then only a few months later, absolutely despise them?

It really makes you think once something so horrible happens to you.. by the one you trusted to give your heart to.

He was the first boy i loved..he was the first boy i trusted..and he was mine

As much as i hate him, i need him back
It sounds stupid but i do

Lots of people have told me not to talk to him again, call the cops on him & s**t like that, but they dont understand.

If he does something stupid, then its my fault, its my mistake, I have to learn to live with it


I am sorry.






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Corneh Chip
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commentCommented on: Tue Jan 22, 2008 @ 04:40am
how would it have been your fault,kar?

its his fault.
Someone like him,sounds like he would be putting you threw hell all your life.
you would be unhappy.

trust me,my sister megan regrets marrying chris.
and at times she is still thinking of leaving him.

i know he was your first love,kar.
and i still had feelings for my first love.
but i had to move on.
and i had other loves in my life.
the most that ever broke my heart,well.....i think you know that one.

God has your man out there
and he wouldnt give you a man that would hurt you

you know that,girl.

I dont want to see my friend hurt because of some guy who could have treated her better.


commentCommented on: Tue Jan 22, 2008 @ 04:57am
i know that Shi, i really do
but it is killing me
i need to atleast call him my friend

everytime i see him, my heart shatters AGAIN



AStateOfTrance
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Corneh Chip
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commentCommented on: Tue Jan 22, 2008 @ 06:05am
its understandable.
and i see nothing wrong wtih being friends with him.

Just,i mean,if he really loved you like he said he did
he would never have hurt you like he did.


commentCommented on: Tue Jan 22, 2008 @ 08:14am
we all make mistakes though..

and.. if i get back together with him, then im giving him a second chance
but if he ******** it up, then i made a mistake

and that'll only hurt me, so..
after what he did, i dont think he can screw up worse than that



AStateOfTrance
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