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Ok, so once again, this will be an entry for me to vent. I don't care about your advice if you're gonna be rude, because I'll probably end up telling you to ******** off. Well, Dwight wants to hang with his friends this weekend, like most other weekends, which is totally fine with me. He needs his time you know? But then, whenever I want to have some time off, he gets mad. Why? I don't have a ******** clue. And when I'm with my friends I always find time to talk to him, for hours maybe, and ignore them, the ones I'm supposed to hang with. And I don't ignore him on the phone that much when I'm with them. So why does he do it to me? I mean, if he's with his mates, go ahead, have fun, but don't call me to ignore me. It pisses me off. But, of course, he doesn't seem to get it the bonehead. stressed Sometimes I really wish I could hang up on him, but I'm too nice to do that. stressed And then the whole "no secrets" thing. Ok, I get it, no secrets, so why is he keeping stuff from me? Aside from that he's become sorta cold and distant, and only wants to talk when he feels like it. THAT pisses me off even more. But I bet you anything if we are to talk he'll deny it, but that's what it feels he's doing. I always get in trouble for talking to him, txting him, or whatever. I do too much, and no, I don't expect anything in return. It just pisses me off that I do so much and always put up with things that he seems to not even to care about, or just plain doesn't get it. He's a guy, I know, a great guy, but still, it hurts me. Why do I do so much when it's not worth it?
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Tue Jan 22, 2008 @ 04:45am · 3 Comments |
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