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My boyfriend apparently isnt as worried as me or he wouldn't be goofing off. He wouldve come home so I mightve gotten to see him...to talk face-to-face. To tell him all that I'm feeling and everything thats wrong. To tell him how dissappointed i was about last night and not being able to do wot i wanted at the park. To have him tell me the name of Caim's sister like he promised. To be serious for once. To support me cause I'm really scared, yet maybe excited. I just want him to be there for me when I find out for sure.... I need him to grow up..... crying Gawd....I hate being so emotional and crying....