Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

This past weekend was a strange long one. It completely stunk at first but it got slowy better. My friend of mine wanted to talk to me so I went to his house to meet him and another friend of mine. When I went there, one tackled me to the floor. Cole had to get him off me. I was about to hit him because it hurt but Cole stop me. "No bleed in the house." He joked. We talked for a bit about my Arkana( his name is Matt but I call him Arkana at times heart ). I felt great talking about him. Me and him are like, he said we are. (his journal entry, read it xd http://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/?mode=view&post_id=17183261) Well, we watch a movie at Cole's and my other friend would leave me alone. Have you ever felt so betrayed? So mad that them? I did. He kept trying to put his arm around me as we watch the movie. I told him to quit but he didn't. He really mad me mad when he tried to put me in his lap. I jumped away from him, yelling. "I told you to quit. I have," He cut me off. "You have Matt. I know." Then he hugged me. He Hugged Me!! I got so mad, Cole hurried to hold me back. I felt like a bomb went off or something. I wanted to beat him up. I curse at him and he tried really hard not to laugh. He stopped messing with me until he was about to leave. He kissed me cheek then ran out the door. Kiss Me!!! I felt so mad. As usual, Cole held me back. It took forever to calm me down this time. He almost had to tied me down. We talk for awhile. I wanted to talk to Matt and tell him what happen but Cole took away my phone after i got there. When I got home, i toldMatt. He was really upset about it. I yelled at my friend, telling him off. He said it was just a joke but the joke ruin a lot of things. It took so long get things back to normal. And this was Friday night. Then things still a bit weird Saturday afternoon. Me and Matt talked, still affect by the day before. I sort of regretted telling him but he said he was glad i told him. He seemed upset and kept saying sorry about how react to it. I told him its okay. But he said he felt like s**t. I hated to see him that. He wanted to leave me alone so he could clear his head but I told him not to go. I cried and so did he. He wanted to make it up to me. I told him just stay by my side and never leave me. He said he NEVER will leave me. We talk for a few more minutes than everything was back to normal between us. No, better than normal.

After all that, the weekend was great. To think all that happen in a few hours is really amazing but not all in a good way. Hatred, Sadness, Betrayal, Angier, Despair, Alonelyness, Unsureness, and finally in the end: Happiness, Love, Joy, and feeling like you could fly. SO any many emotions, So little time. *sighs* My life is weird and twisted at time but...in the end of it made it worse it. xd xd xd