Not a man
Not a boy
Not even a human
This pain has me
it swims through my blood
killing my breath
causing extreme agany
I wish you could see
after all of your s**t
your problems
and your bitching
Takes its toll
Now as I'm scard
and stand on a broken leg
proving
I am
not a man
not a boy
not even human
After you scream at me
After you strike me
After you spit on and stabbed me
I fall into a dark world
Where 10000 hands drag me into
the shadows of silence
the shadows of safety
the shadows of lost tears
I show you
that I am
not a man
not a boy
not even human
Try as you might I'll find the power
to stand
to fight against
to reach out and strangle you
to feel your pusle leave your body
as you start to cry from the pain
and the fear of death consumes you
I can only watch you suffer
my body,mind and spirit of come
and understand why I'm doing this
and feel no sorrow for the loss of you
for I am
not a man
not a boy
not even human
Your blood covers your face
your lips
and my hands
i shut my eyes
and leave your body to drop
and hit the floor
my eyes gather tears
for all i wanted so to show you
how i felt
after you
bitched at me
spit on me
stabbed me
complained to me
and stroke me
I wanted you to understand why i felt this
pain
sorrow
and agany
for I am
not a man
not a boy
not even human
I fall to my knees crying
wishing that i could controll myself
through this pain and sorrow
and not let the darkness take me
and i blame myself
for letting you do this
wen i could stopped you
but I didn't...neither did you
for i am
not a man
not a boy
not even human
My mind is shot
my body is broken
and my soul is shattered
as i look into your cold dead eyes
knowing i kill you
knowing i stopped you
knowing i released you from my world
and now i'm down to one left
myself
the only creature in my dark world
as i am alone
without you
for I am
not a man
not a boy
not a human being
not even alive anymore
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