God knows how I feel now
On the outside I'm smiling, but inside a b***h know he hell bound
It's a dark road and I'm right here in the middle of it
Do I walk slow or if I run, am I'm missing some'ing
I took the time out, to save a little bread
Now my eyes got water in em
Why the ******** am I still standing here, nobody love me I ain't happy here
My mama said she can't handle him
But still I'm looking at the bright side
But I view it through my other eye, cause it's a different color sky
Then the last one, my mind set on the prize that may never come
So do I try to stay alive or do I grab a gun
End it all, put a stop to the pain
That goes on in my head everytime it rains
But that was speaking, so you listening to the thoughts
Of an evil spirit in demonic verses everytime I talk
I'm confused by my psychologic close set backs
In the storm watching out through the wet cracks
Looking for heaven off in all the wrong places
I've given up so all long faces, let it rain.
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U know, no matter how ******** up life gets, i just want u 2 kno that im always gonna be here for u, even when i cant see or speak 2 u...I think about u constantly, cant get u outta my head, always wanna be with u. And even if it seems like im trying 2 get away from u, im not, i never want 2 leave u alone. It hurts when i see u upset, when ur angry, or sad...it makes me think im doing something wrong. But when ur happy, it makes me feel, tingly inside. seeing the guy I love, happy and laughing, just makes me feel....there really isnt a word, but its related to happy. U r my best friend ever, u make me happy, u make me laugh. And u r the greatest boyfriend ever, u love me, and u care about me, and u wanna protect me. I dont even get that kinda love from my family, but thats ok, cuz i have u, and thats all i need.
Promise me u wont ever leave me?
And if u do...take me with u?
Nothing will ever change the fact that I love you, no matter what happens, no matter who tries and stops us, no matter what gets in our way, absolutely nothing can change it.
I love you. Plain and simple ^-^