OMG....OMG....OMG....OMG.......
That's all I can keep saying. I can't believe it's true or that it even happned. I can't express enough how incredibly happy I am!! >.<
For those who are wondering what the hell I'm talking about here goes.....
*drumroll*......DUH...DUH....DUUUUHHHH!!!!!!!
I'M ENGAGED!!!! >.< heart
Yes, you DID read that right.....My bf *fiance now* proposed last night about 11:30. I still can't believe it happened. I'm still questioning if it's real but then I look at the ring and know that it DID happen. It's so crazy. You wait a nice chunk of your life for this exact thing to happen and then when it does, you wonder what you were stressing about >.< It's such an awesome feeling knowing that another person cares for you so much that they're in essence, pledging the rest of their life to be with you and only you.....I can't wait for everyone else out there to experience something of this magnitude.
** I'm sure you're all wondering how he did it, the proposal I mean. 1st I want to say that Andy isn't really a romantic person. Sometimes he tries for me but it doesn't normally work-out very well. He just isn't too good at it. So he opted to go for a more funny route >.<
Every night after he gets home from work and gets his showering and changing done he plays with caitlin for a bit and then we put her to bed *about 9:30*. Last night was different since he didn't even get home till after 10. So he did his thing and we put caitlin down for the night. After that we came downstairs and got on our computers, respectively, like we always do. During that time we check our mail and talk about the days events and things coming up. While we were sitting he gets up and comes over to me, on his knees and gives me a big kiss. I wonder what the deal is but think nothing of it. After he kissed me he sat back in his chair, which is directly across from me, so we can look right at eachother while we sit here and talk. So we talk a little from there....no biggie....
Then he gets up and comes over to me again, on his knees since I'm sitting in a chair. He's still talking to me and holding my left hand since he's on my left. Now mind you, I'm looking at the computer screen almost the entire time so I can't see exactly what he's up to. So then he says my hand and fingers are pretty long and I'm thinking "Ok, great. What's that got to do with anything?"....That's when it happens...I suddenly feel something ON my finger and jump a bit trying to see. I pull my hand in front of me and see this gorgeous ring. I'm all like "Oh wow, it's so pretty" and then I looked at him and was like "Wait a second, what's this for? What's going on???". So he says that there's a question attached to it but isn't sure if he wants to ask me anymore. So I was like "fine then, I don't care" >.<
So then he finally was like "no, I'm kidding around but will you marry me???" So I said, "well I don't know about that I may not want to". So we kiss again and we hold eachother for a few till he was finally like "so what do you say? You haven't officially answered me yet"....So I looked at him all teary-eyed and was like "Of cource I will you dingy!". And we hugged again for a few. I pulled back a bit and was like "For you to do this and make a commitment this big...." and I couldn't finish my sentence. I got choked up and leaned into him and he chuckled a bit. He understood and neither of us had to say anything.
So for the next hour or so I sat in front of the puter in awe at what just happened and we went about our business as usual. We finished up on the puters about 12:30-ish and headed to bed. Things got a bit "heated" for awhile if you get my drift. After everything was said and done we both passed out and slept very well >.< **
There you have it folks....How I got proposed to. Please be happy for me. Anyone that really knows me would know that this was a HUGE thing for me. I have some emotional issues and scars from the past and it took me awhile to get to this point. But for someone to finally commit to me and really show me they love me for real, it's a big step. And it's one I'm glad to be making with Andy. He's the best there ever was and ever will be 3nodding
Ok ok.....Enough mushy stuff now. Go ahead. Leave your comments good or bad and run along doing your own thing. Life, at least for a little while, can't get me down heart
Until next time america......
 ~ NIHL ~ · Thu Jul 14, 2005 @ 08:17pm · 14 Comments |
