Lately... I've been feeling hated and unwanted. Yoh yelled at Kaya a few days ago, not really sure what about, but that's between them. I don't but in on Yoh's things. And I go to the Hospital of light and darkness and get told I've been blacklisted! I hadn't done anything wrong! I didn't break a single rule and when I asked Kaya why, she put words in my mouth, saying things that I yelled at her and called her a b***h. I cried a bunch, not just for myself, but also for Rikku who's now banned from there too... she really liked Crocnius. She's rarely on as it is, I'm almost afraid to tell her, 'cause I don't wanna see her cry any more. I don't think Roxy would care, she's not on alot anyway, so it's not important to her. But I know it's important to me. I didn't break any rules, and I've had my RPC even be nice to everyone. I did that so I wouldn't make Kaya cry or hate me any more... but now it seems that I've done just the opposite.... she hates me now then ever before! Yesterday, I was so upset, I couldn't function properly at work or even sleep well last night. *sigh* I've never felt more hated and unwanted in all my life.....
Chef Zeke LeDeltrie · Wed Feb 13, 2008 @ 07:16pm · 1 Comments |