i dont know what's bothering me any more. i feel like there's a whole inside my heart and no matter what i do it wont go away. i've tried everything and the emptyness and lonlyness never goes away. i just want my heart to open up again then maybe i can finaly get ride of this feeling but i dont know how to open my heart anymore. i kept it locked up so deep and for so long i forget what it's like to trust or love anyone. everyday it's getting harder and harder to hold in the pain. i almost broke down and cried in class for no reason at all. i want someone to be there for me and then i could be there for them. i just dont know who to trust. i feel so alone even when i'm surrounded by my friends or ppl. i just cant get this pain and lonlyness to go away. even if they go away it's only for a second because then it comes back again. i just wish i knew someone who could get ride of this feeling. it just hurts so badly.
 miroku fan 101 · Thu Feb 14, 2008 @ 09:32pm · 2 Comments |
