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I'm so friggn' lonley right now it scares me.

Because, this morning my mom was going to go somewhere, and wanted me and my brother to come.

Turns out after much fighting, aruguing, and agreements in the end i get to stay home.

Thats usual not so bad, cause I like being by myself at home. But, as usual, whenever I'm free, there is noone around to hang out with.

Of course.

Because whenever I'm really busy, I have everyone in the world trying to get me to hang out and such. Then, when I'm free, everyone decides then to be busy.

~sigh~

So, I feel very depressed, which is in its self an unusal feeling for me, because I'm never depressed. But, I believe I am now.

And this proves because I'm writing it down in this stupid journal on the internet which very few people ever bother to read.

Besides you, Rawky and Kingy bearz~ heart

And anyways, its not like I can call my mom to come take me where they are, their hours away, and she'll be all like, "I told you so.." and blah blah fukin' blah.

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Now I want to cry.

And my head hurts, I think I'm getting sick again, joy.

I still don't know why I'm still typing this, it's seriously not like anyone really cares.

You're probably reading this thinking, "What the hell is wrong with this chick, go get a ********' life!"

Yeah, sure, go screw your self.

I'm done now. I'm sorry if I offended anyone, I just feel very down and weird right now. It'll eventually pass...I hope.