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So lately, everything seems to be moving suddenly. It either spirals up, or winds downward. Sometimes I just get stuck, so I'm not sure.

Take, for example, the guy I like. It seems to me that he doesn't like me, because he ignores me CONSTANTLY. scream It makes me want to scream and hit him upside the head with a water bottle. (Which I did, minus the screaming.) And yet... other times he's very nice to me, attempts conversations and goes out of his way to be helpful toward me. confused I mean, WTF?

One of my friends suggested that he might have liked me at one point, and is now trying to forget about it, which would explain his ignoring me. And my other friend keeps screaming at me, "ASK HIM OUT AND THEN GIVE UP! DON'T WASTE YOUR LIFE CHASING AFTER HIM BEETCH!" sweatdrop

Maybe it's just that hopeless romantic coming out of my skull and whispering annoyingly hopeful things, but I'm ready to break that awkward ignoringness. I've pledged that every day I MUST say "Hello" to him when I see him, or so help me my friends may smack me.

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{A Quick Note:} During the play we were in together, I had to wear a slutty maid outfit. When I walked out in it for the first time, every single one of the guys (and girls) either stared with their mouths agape or laughed... except the guy I like. He was trying really, really, really hard not to look. Makes me wonder... question