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Boyfriends are over-rated. At least thats my feeling at the moment.
I'm at the point where I just don't give a damn. Its too troublesome to lift a finger or say something. All I know is that my feelings for people have pretty much vanished. After spending a lot of time with them, I realized that its no longer my interest to start anything with them.
The troll is off limits and clearly lets his feelings be known to one of my best friends. The mouse doesn't interst me. (The cat is bored) And the other one never really sparked enough interest, and is perfect as a friend. Infact they all are friends, and probably will be good ones.
For the time being, I'm happy being single. Took enough time to realize it too. Life is not about being with someone, but enjoying life for yourself. Your life is not over if you are not with the one you life. And to think that shows you got some dependency issues that need to be discussed. If you can't stand up on your own, what makes you think you can stand up when you have someone else. That person wouldn't want to carry you forever.
If you can face the fact that you're alone and make the best of it, you'd be better when you're in a relationship, since you could already carry your own weight.
So I guess I'm alright in the love area. No more confusion at least. I'll find someone new soon, its just not any of the ones I liked in highschool.
Its a pity too. I really liked the troll. But if you like someone, let them be happy. And he's happy with my friend.
I also find it funny that people think my life is nothing but roses.
Just because I found some sort of inner peace doesn't mean my life is wonderful.
*ahem*
And for the LAST time. My car is not a piece of s**t. Just because my parents can't afford a new car doesn't mean my used one isn't good. I'm sorry I don't have the money to life comfortably. There are rich people and there are poor people. I happen to be a poor person. So don't ******** tell me what I have is s**t. 'Kay.
I have more important things to worry about.
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