It's tough to fight without a sensei to teach you. I can reach the wildest dreamings of my imagination easily, but one needs outside challanges that one doesn't think of. Not to mention I miss my sensei very much.
"I'm Buddhist, and I believe that he has moved on into the next cycle of his life. He is in the energy that flows through this earth. Still, it hurts.Not to mention he was more than just a sensei to me, much more. I guess the saying about giving and taking your own advice is true.
Still, I continue to fight and prepare for the day when I will truly be a vagabond. I think I'd like to work on a ship. Travel the world, work hard, etc.
........ it's all very confusing, but i have to learn to move around these insecurities and force them away. Heh, just like Liquid Steel.
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