Old friends came by. More like exfriends. The others under Sensei finally caught up with me. Just when I'm out, they pull me back in. Heh.
... I don't want this. I hate who and what I am. The only way I can ever accept myself is to use what I've learned for the better, and yet... They haven't learned everything, but they know enough of Liquid Steel to cause trouble. Only I can ease them by joining them, but that only adds to their plot. They're going to use me again, just like they tried before with-
I'm so tired of always running, especially when I've found a place I can call home. I need to find out how they've tracked me. I refuse to give up so much happiness and peace, especially before I finally start what Sensei dreamed of for so long. I can't and I won't. I will die before I let them win. I will die, I will die, I will die.
... never again will I lose someone to them.
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