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Back 2 Indonesia I come from Jakarta, Indonesia. Take school in Perth, Australia and now in my oldest brother apartment in Darmstadt, Germany. Tomorrow, I'm going back to Indonesia with SQ. I hope it'll be a nice long journey thought... I'll watch some movies... lol.


Fredella
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Wanna be on my own.... with my real self
Hi again all!!! sweatdrop
It's been quite awhile since the last time I post a journal thing....
I don't even actually think that someone actually reads my journal...
I'm back in Perth again, in the boarding house and using my housie's computer and account @ the moment....
because the school doesn't block anything! They don't block every single damn ******** websites with the staffs' accounts!!!!!!!!! stressed burning_eyes
I'm sorry, I'm really sorry about my swearing words, it's just that it's so annoying..
But anyway, I want to tell you something....
I'm reading a book, a novel actually...
The title is "He Loves Lucy" and it's by Susan Donovan if I'm not mistaken.... talk2hand
And I'm so tired right now, I'm so tired of this life since last week and really want to have a very nice moments, like some hours or days in the paradise, in heaven, in the Nirvana.....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! neutral
and I think it's since last week that my incredibly loved mobile phone died, in the middle of the night I think, it just died when I was sleeping.........
Worse, it actually died when I was actually recharging it!!!!!!!!
I just don't really ******** get it!? What in the ******** damn hell is happening!?
and I love that phone SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It holds lots and lots of stuffs and memories!!!!!!!!! emo
and now, worst of all, I can't turn it on again..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just don't know what to do anymore, I'm so lost without it!!!!
Almost all of my plans and schedules are in it!!!!!
when I feel bored or lazy or sad or angry or even upset, I always go to my phone and it cheers me up somehow most of the time....... cry
okay, alright............. okie dokie....
here I go
in Tuesday this week after lunch time I had Foundations of Maths, it's in class n without the aircon on... okay!?
Then after that, I had Art & Design, and again , wit's without aircon.........
(aircon = air conditioner)
then the school finished, but then I had my Taekwon-Do lesson right after school (without aircon), then I had my Speech & Drama lesson (without aircon, I think)...
and after that, I had dinner bcuz it was dinner time already......
It was ******** hot and ******** damn annoying!!! I was so tired!!!!! talk2hand emo burning_eyes
I'll tell you all again later on, cuz the housie wants her computer back.....
the think is that I'm so tired almost 24 hours times....... lets say 6...........
from Tuesday until today......
I had my IN STEP, which is working without getting any payment in Wednesday, then I had extra Material, Design & Technology (textile) subject after school in Thursday...
and From Friday until today, which is Sunday, I have this Art Camp think going on...
it's not really like a camp, where I have to have a tent up.....
it's just that we all stay in this university, which is Curtin University... and we stayed in the Art and Textile department from morning until afternoon....
it was quite fun, really.....
we did all of these stuffs....
but I'm just so ******** damn tired and wanna be all alone by myself without anybody else, without no one else beside me to bother me......
I want to be my real self to really express myself and enjoy the nature, that's all...
and that's about it for now....

I wish you all the best....
and may God always bless you for every single moments in your whole entire life......
God bless you! smile

With lots of love,

-"Fredella"-




 
 
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