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Three Doors Down - "When I'm Gone"
There's another world inside of me That you may never see There's secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Maybe I'm just blind...
Maybe I'm just blind...
[chorus] So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone [end chorus]
Love me when I'm gone...
When your education x-ray Can not see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone
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Maybe I'm just blind...
[chorus]
Love me when I'm gone...
Love me when I'm gone When I'm Gone When I'm Gone When I'm Gone
Ahh, today was pretty good. 3nodding Halloween on Gaia was entertaining..er..wait, lemme start off on this morning.
I woke up at about 7:00 am, feelin' pretty good because it was Halloween, and I guess I got an extra hour of sleep. blaugh Thats always a good thing in my books. Anywhoo, I took a shower..but by good gosh was it COLD! Woke me up even more. Haha, ok, moving on, I got dressed and we headed off,on time for once, to the building. We all sat down in the long chair seat thingies, and we listened to the church updates and callings and stuff. I felt awake, so I listened. Then they had the Primary kids ( like, four year olds to like..age 11 or 12) go up to the choir seats so they could say their part of the special program. Rachel went up there too, all of us where all exicted to see her up there, and anxious when she had to say her line. " I have family here on earth" was what she was supposed to say....instead, she got up there, and said.." I have family, of god, here on earth.." we just looked at eachother and stuff..I thought it was cute. whee My mom was like.."Oh no.."
anywhoo, she was awesome. We left church early, and I got home and ate a ton of bagel bites..like..tooo many..but they areaddicting so it's OK! smile hmm..yeah..I was super bored the rest of the time, I read some Enders Game and chilled on the couch and took calls...then my mom put on some good ol' mormon music, which TOTALLY put me to sleep...well, I was freezing, so I went to lay down infront of the heater and read some stuff from the letter F Book of Knowledge (don't remember why..I tend to do read random things) and then I found all these spiffy glass mirror sorta things taped up. I undid the tape and stared at them....put a few on top of each other and looked through....I was totally entertained, but growing more and more sleepy...I ended up finding a comfy position on the floor, and I lost myself. Drifted in a short 15 minute nap, then got up and dragged myself to my sisters bed because I was too lazy to get up on mine. God did it feel good to get in a blanky..and be warm and stuff..I was in heaven. Rachel came in the room to talk to me, and we joked around, and then she asked me if she could borrow "my" mirrors. I guess they belong to me now. blaugh anywhoo, she left the room, and our Visiting Teachers came, but I stayed in my room cuz I was too tired. I listened to their lesson, but I was also sleeping....don't know how that works. Bishop Maddison said I was mature. xd Ok, so I fell asleep until about 3:37, when my mom came in and told me we had the modem. I got up, almost fell down from being so groggy, and stumbled out all half-conscious to plug everything in all slow and retarded-like.
I waited for Tyler to show up, and expected that he would be gone a while, since it was halloween and he would be out (I assumed..heh..I was right...) so that was kinda hard. During that time, I just went off biting people and stuff. It was fun, but, the best part was having Tyler come back. Talking to him was very satisfying, but painful when I had to go out and take Rachel out for candy hunting. It was freezing cold outside...like..my fingers..I could hardly feel them..but she and I just had a blast going up and down the road and seein' all these freaky people...besides the genuinely freaky one's. sweatdrop gonk We came back once she started mentioning going back..she's a little warrior..won't give up until she can't go anymore. I offered to carry her stuff for her, but she refused. sweatdrop Got home, and I was relieved he was still there...and tra la, Halloween continued to be fantastic. blaugh biggrin Tyler seems to be traumitized by my avatar...me too...I don't like looking at it....she's like...evil...haha..why did I use the horns..she looks even more sinister..I think his looks cute..even with that gaping mouth and evil stare.. 3nodding I really hope he had fun today...maybenext year I'll let him see my costume. smile poor guy..haha...such a gentlemen...ooaa....*goes crazy at the memory* Bwah...the best poking stick ever concieved....watch yo back Tyler... ninja
I don't like ending weekends...I particularly dislike facing a new week...I can't wait for more holidays! Anywhoo, I gotta go take another shower and get ready for bed. I hope you all had a great night. Hmm..I'll conclude this with some political stuff, and a quote.
Quote: What a strange world Kerry lives in. He has a plan for everything, but can never tell us what it is -- probably because it's so complicated that we stupid people simply couldn't understand the subtleties of his unfathomable wisdom. We just have to take it on faith that his plan will be wonderful and makes us all happy and thin. (But not rich -- or not for long, anyway.) And since Kerry has so many secret plans, he is convinced that Bush must have secret plans, too. Plans for a draft. Plans to wreck Social Security. Evil, terrible plans that will destroy the world. He has no evidence for this -- but then, we have no evidence for Kerry's plans, either, yet he believes in them. Here's the gist of Kerry's secret plans: Whatever Bush did, Kerry would have done differently. But what I don't get is: If Bush is out of office and Kerry is in, how will Kerry know what Bush would have done so that he can do the opposite? Kerry has carefully created himself as the "UnBush." So in the absence of Bush, will Kerry continue to exist? Extract from http://www.ornery.org/essays/warwatch/2004-10-24-1.html haha.....Kerry... xd such a funny thought. *giggles*
And a quote!
Quote: Last night I dreamed I ate a ten-pound marshmallow, and when I woke up the pillow was gone. -Tommy Cooper
Haha...stupid pillows...so soft..so...deceptive... wink
TheTyro · Mon Nov 01, 2004 @ 06:35am · 0 Comments |
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