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My Dark Life
The things I write but don't speak.
the truth of my lost soul part 5 (waiting)
Waiting for someone.
It is always longer then it feels.
It seems like an eternality.
Eternality of pain.
The pain of longing.
The pain of wanting.
The pain of worry.
The knowledge of not knowing where they are or what they are doing.
Worrying if they are okay or not.
Negatively takes in.
Giving you the worst possible things that could happen.
Kidnapped, injured, or death.
Thoughts that wounded your heart.
Leaving a scar.
Saddness, despair, and fear fill you from head to toe.
Not knowing is scary.
Being alone is scary.
The darkness is scary.

The light fades away as time passed.
Leaving in the darkness more.
The dark almost surrounds me.
I'll try to push it away with the thoughts of his return,
But they only last so long.

Hours pass with no contact.
Shaking in worry.
Trying to stop the evil thoughts that devour the little soul I finally found.

Return
Please return to me, my loving light.






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Yuki_the_slaver
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commentCommented on: Sun Mar 02, 2008 @ 11:12pm
Amanda...


commentCommented on: Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 01:07am
The clouds of doubt
And fear and worry
Break open now
And the light hurries

To warm the soul
That was so cold
To hold the one
That was alone

It was gone, it was hidden
But by your worry, it was driven
To return to you in haste
So not another hour was a waste


I'm sorry I didn't text you to know I was safe, my love. I hope you can forgive me for falling asleep. I'll make it up this week and weekend. I LOVE YOU AMANDA!!!



ScnBrain
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