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Sence I have been accepted to visit the Coast Guard Acadamy alot has happened. I spent a week with my grandparents and the man that I have loved for 4 years now visited me there. I only got to see him for an hour, but it was enough. I have gone to Connecticut and spent a week there. That week was miserable. For one, I am not in very good shape, two, I had just seen the love of my life, and three, I was getting very ill. After spending another week with my grandparents I traveled back to Kodiak Island where I lived. Then I spent a couple weeks in and out of the doctors where I finaly determined that I am wheat intolerant. That means I cannot eat anything with bread. Everything from icecream to bread and just about everything else you can think of and even some things that you cant think of. Anyways, Ive gotten used to it by now. I began working at the local napa and went back to school. I took 5th place out of 5 cars in the local stock car racing group. I wheeled and worked on my Jeep yj. Things became tense with my parents as I started my senior year at high school. Most of my time I spent with my two new best friends as all my old friends had either changed or moved away from the island, or online my computer. I had the hell suprised out of me when the man I love began signing into messenger again. I hadnt really talked to him for over a year. Suprizingly, he struck up conversation and so we began talking every night online for as long as we could, ofter staying up until midnight or later on weekends. And mind you, this put alot of strain on him because he has to get up very early and due to the distance he is an hour later so he was getting an hour less sleep than I was then working his a** off on the base. Our conversations slowly began to change from the typical hey how are you, how are things going, to what ifs. Like what if he came back, what if i came down there, what if i was older, ect. It got a little weird after a while and then in the middle of a conversation at the end of september in the middle of a conversation he got all serious and said that he loved me and that he just couldnt wait to tell me in case something happened to make me stop loving him after so long of chasing him. I was suprised, estatic, and suspicious. After being told not to come back to the academy, I went looking for another college. I picked Colorado because that is my man's home state and got accepted to Colorado School of Mines just outside Denver. I had never seen the school let alone the state so my man suggested that over christmas break I visit him in Oregon and that we would drive over to Colorado to see the school, and spend Christmas with his family. This new development totaly changed the trip. But if there is a god then I was praising him/it and begging to not mess this up. Well, the old what if conversations changed to when conversations. When I get down there, when we get together, when we get married, when we get our house ect. I was still weirded out, suspicious, and hopeful. I had dreamed of this for so long that I prayed to any being out there that This could work. Things got even more tense with my parents and I threatened to move out, then I promised that I wouldnt. Well then I told my parents that my man and I were finaly together. Now they have always known that I liked him. and they were glad that he finaly liked me back. But not so glad because I told them that I wanted to move out. I went south for the holliday and fell hard. it wasnt 10 seconds after I first saw him in the airport that we were holding eachother and kissing. It was so wonderful. Ive thought that I was in love before, but this was so different and so much better. The first night we stoped in Baker city Oregon where he had rented a room in an old hotel. Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. He is such a wonderful man. And god he is wonderful in bed. Anyways. We got along great and the whole trip went wonderfully. I had some trouble getting back to kodiak, but as soon as I was there, I was packing for moving out. My parents were deffenetly not happy that I was leaving so soon, but they were glad that he was the one I picked to move in with. After all, he is my fathers best friend. I was back in kodiak for 16 days before I moved out for good. I graduated highschool at semester and then I spent two weeks in washington with my grandparents again. Febuary first I got back to our house in Oregon and got settled in. Absolutely wonderful. The only problem that had arose so far after one month of being here as a girlfriend, a serious girlfriend, is another woman who we both knew from kodiak. She moved away from the town when my man did. and at the time she was married to another millitary man, actualy her third military man. she was marrying them just for their money. Anyways, she was getting a devorce and had set her eyes on my man. We fought over him for a few months before they left. I found out later that she managed to move in with him for 5 months, but then moved to michigan. Well, i wasnt in oregon for two weeks before she ended up back in oregon as well. She doesnt understand what no means. Well, she is still trying to get my man, and now he really is my man. There is no doubt about it. I have him and I am keeping him. She is not getting her nasty hands on him ever again. Slowly we are working together to make her understand that she is not welcome in this household, ever, at all. she will not be a part of my life. I will not have it. Anyways, I am just waiting for my man to come home so I can hold him again. Its only been a few hours but I miss him so much.
 blutesauger · Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 03:33am · 0 Comments |
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