Today I am alone
I feel as if I am underwater
I want to forget everything
every screaming word and every hand movement that made me flinch
I want to feel something other than pity
I am covered in lies that no one can see
except for me
I try to show them there damage but they do not admit it
they blame they scream they lie
so I sit here and watch waiting to die
I feel as if I am underwater
I want to forget everything
every screaming word and every hand movement that made me flinch
I want to feel something other than pity
I am covered in lies that no one can see
except for me
I try to show them there damage but they do not admit it
they blame they scream they lie
so I sit here and watch waiting to die
Today I am angry and disgusted
I do not want to be here right now
I want to be alone but no one listens
no one cares I am an alien to everybody
my mother admits she cannot understand me but she doesent try at all to even listen
no body is open minded in this family
its horrible, I feel like my light is taken away from me
I can stand this place it smells like failure and over indulgence
I want out but I dont know where I want to go
can you tell Im lost
espiecially one thing that I hate
I was kicked out of the house I grew up in
stupid cint thinks it bothers me
I cant wait for him to die
I do not want to be here right now
I want to be alone but no one listens
no one cares I am an alien to everybody
my mother admits she cannot understand me but she doesent try at all to even listen
no body is open minded in this family
its horrible, I feel like my light is taken away from me
I can stand this place it smells like failure and over indulgence
I want out but I dont know where I want to go
can you tell Im lost
espiecially one thing that I hate
I was kicked out of the house I grew up in
stupid cint thinks it bothers me
I cant wait for him to die
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i love you clarissa D=