Well, recently I've been more open to my friends about my sexual orientation. It's something I've been struggling with for a while. It's been complicated deciding if you're one or the other or both, however it's still iffy. I'm at least bi. I just say I'm gay to avoid complicated explainations or to avoid talks of how I'm still in denial and must chose one or the other.
Although something I didn't expect happened recently. A friend of mine started to take interest in me. I wasn't sure at first, he didn't seem to be a person who was gay, however he gave me my first kiss, which to my surprise turned out to be tongue inluded. eek So I had to wait 15 years for a good kiss, but I guess it was worth it. We havn't been together very long, so it'll be interesting to see how this relationship works out. My others were too pitiful to even count as relationships.
We don't go to the same school so I unfortunatley have to wait for weekends. It's a good thing we've been friends for awhile. That way my parents don't even suspect anything. They know nothing of the above^^^^^
Of coarse this recent lifestyle change has caused me to rethink homosexuality, which has in some way changed how I look at the world. It hasn't changed my political thoughts too much. I'm also not a radicalist, so I don't where pink, and neon with short shorts [is not a good look for men] burning_eyes
I will also not where rainbow bands, and shirts that scream gay pride or gay and proud.
Really everybody should be proud who they are and should be proud of themselves no matter who they are.
Thanks for reading my confudling ramble-more later, have a pleasant tommorow. smile
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