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	My Thoughts Here i write about my thoughts I've been through a lot and I want my friends to see the real me


The day he left me was the day my life would change forever. He was my best friend, my dad. He was the one I could talk to. I loved him, I never wanted him to go. Sometimes when I wake up I want to scream. I never took the chance to really talk to him and he told me that he felt like I didn't love him, but I do. I regret it so badly, writing this makes me want to cry. Why did god have to take him away especially since I was so young only 8. He won't be there the day I get married or when I have my first chid. I wish I could go back in time and fix it. I changed I don't feel the same anymore. Everyday I feel like he's gonna walk through the door and scream my name. Again I ask, why my dad? Why do I have to be the one to suffer someone elses supid mistake of driving like an idiot? Is this a punishment? Because if it is then I'm sorry for whatever I did.......... I hope I could be forgived. <img src="http://i259.photobucket.com/albums/hh317/jus_tattoo/tear.jpg" border="0" alt="tear"> staff769 · Sat Mar 08, 2008 @ 05:03am · 0 Comments


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